As much as I would love to just sit in bed eating cupcakes and watching netflix in my pajamas, it can’t happen like that.
I woke up this morning at 6:30am. I looked at my calendar to see what I had to do today. There was just too much.
Lately, I’ve been feeling like I NEED to be two places at once. I need to be at BASIC and Genesis. I need to be at school and working on homework. I need to be with these friends and those friends.
Slowly I’ve been feeling as if my arms are being stretched in two directions. This morning, I curled up into a ball and I just stayed under my sheets wide awake thinking, “I can’t do this.”
Next week, I have an article due for my AtP internship, one organic chemistry quiz and test, two history essays due, work, a message for BASIC to put together, work on my servesafe certification, and it’s Valentine’s Day!
While I was under my sheets, I just kept praying to God that he would give me the energy to do it all. I like to keep busy, but sometimes I just am overwhelmed by it all.
My classes weren’t supposed to be difficult. Chemistry was. History was supposed to be cake! I’m finding myself pushed for time. The last three days I haven’t wrote in my prayer journal because there’s so much to do and on my mind, that I forget.
Anyways, I ended up sleeping through chemistry which is probably going to kick me in the butt later. And I’m trying to trust that God will always be there for me. It’s a work in progress for me right now, because as a human we’re programed to be self-relient. But, I need to still praise Him and take everything step-by-step.
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rhinolovesyou said:
the last 3 sentences <3 loooooooveyou!
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cowpiesurprise said:
you can dooo it!
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alvincredible said:
enocouraging.
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helloruthkim said:
keep your head up, friend! just think about the reward at the end and the amazing feeling you get knowing you gave it your all. miss you!
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